Monday, March 21, 2011 ♥

Ive a bad dream berturut2 for almost a week. People says, im thinking alot before going to sleep. But nope, this dream is the same dream that ive dreamt last month and surprisingly everything's true. Im scared. Really scared.. Ive always prayed to Allah for giving me the strength and guidance ( pertunjukkan).. My guts are always right eversince im pregnant. I really dont hope much. But, if its true again.. There's nothing for me to say already.Ive been missing hubby since morning after hubby went to work. And the love i had for him now is different from the love before marriage. The love as a boyfriend and as a husband is different. I cant describe my love for him. My love for him never fades. And i NEVER, i mean it NEVER betray hubby since Day 1 we've met. As what ive seen in me now is, im sacrifising everything for husband. And even loving him more than i love myself. In malay ;
Segala-galanya sudah diberikan. Kasih sayang, makan minum terjaga, perhatian dan tanggungjawab sebagai isteri tidak pernah diabaikan. Pucuk pangkal, suamilah segala-galanya. Demam dan letih ditolak ketepi semata-mata ingin memberi sepenuh kasih sayang buat suami tercinta.Feeling restless and sleepy for the past two days. Im waiting for Jaminah to update me about the cheque that NUS have promised to gave it between 20 march - 28 march.. Better be real.. Cause ive been waiting for the cheque for freaking 3 months which actually u guys promised its gonna be only 3 weeks since 31 january. MTF liar.. If i knew it would turn out to be this way, ive wouldnt listen to you guys and be yr so called "Guinue Pig"Am gonna have my breakfast in a while. Bread & Hot chocolate. Hubby !! Weeeeeee ! Ur favourite. Jangan jealous ye sayang.. Later u reach home i can make for you one too. But with one conditionnn ! Nyahahahahaha .And hubby !! Pleaseeeeee ! Update my blog for me whenever ure free ! Can can can ? Sayang kamu ye !
listened to the sweet sound @ 5:26 PM