Tuesday, April 26, 2011 ♥
Its been awhile since ive last updated my blog. The reason is because ive got no mood to blog cause husby is awaaay to tekong. Im glad that husby left with 6 more days to go till he finished his course. Alhamdulilllah you passed ur life range dear~ Husby will be booking out this friday night. Yey!! Got to see my ayah . And he'll be at home for 5 days and left with 2 more days to P.O.C. yeyy! Longg weekends with u honey~3 weeks is fast! I need my husby badly. Need him by my side as im pregnant and im at 36 weeks now. Anytime i can give birth to our beloved Puteri Alyzah.
Few weeks passed was a bad2 week for me. The first week ayah went tekong ive got no mood to do anything at all. The 2nd week, we had some quarrel on the phone. The third week some irritating MFK wanted to spoil our marriage. Irritating much~ But alhamdulillah we've managed to pull it through. Dugaaan~
I better get sleeping right now. Nanti ayah marahhh ~
listened to the sweet sound @ 1:43 AM
Monday, April 11, 2011 ♥
Get scolded cause i just cant hold back my tears . The feelings that i felt is sad. Really sad~ Tomorrow till end of April never get to sleep with husby and every morning when i woke up i didnt even get to see his face. I just cant stand that feeling. So sucks~ I thought that i wont get seperated with ayah again because of his stupid Ns. But i was mistaken. What to do. Its faith~ Maybe this is one test from Allah SWT.
And i swear i cant sleep. Its 230am, another 4 hours husby have to leave the house. Will be sending ayah to changi. Oh that moment... I swear i really cant hold back my tears.
My dear ayah, my love for you wont ever fade as u know i wont ever ever betray you. Not even once. My love for you is strong. Stronger than anything. Ive never been loyal before. Alhamdulillah hubungan kite kekal sampai berumah tangga dan hingga akhir hayat, selama2 nya. Insyallah~ Amin! (PS: Im thinking alot right now. My mind is not totally there~ So my english and malay abit pecah nak mampos)
Goodbye husby. U must take care of yourself during your stay there. I hope that yoor officer is kind enough to let you bookout on friday even its on ur first week of ur BMT recourse. I will always pray for you sayang. Call me whenever you're free. I will miss you so much. No one will be there for me for three weeks. No one can cook for you already. I got no one to joke around with. You're my everything. I know we sometimes quarrel about minor things. I dont care about all those things. What i care most is, you're my husband, my life, my heart, my soul, my breathe, my friend and everything. I wont regret anything spending my life with you. No stupid faces of yours. I cant see your cute face. Ur smell. Ur everything for three weeks.
Friends ??? Friends do come and go. Like seriously, i dont know what happened to people nowadays. Got problem with me come straight to me. Not by keeping or gossiping~ If they think they wanna keep whatever grudges they have towards me. I will take it as they got no guts at all. And pleaseee ~ If they think im a friend to them, anything come to me and talk . If they think they wanna keep their mouth shut and think they are doing the right thing, as ive said ill take it as they got no guts and please stay far away from me. I dont like friends who comes & go.
For now, i dont really care if i dont have any friends. Yang penting i still have my family, my in laws and especiially husband and daughter. I dont give a damn.
Husby, youre more than anything. I love you and im gonna miss you so muchhhhh~ Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah !! Husby aku cinta padamu. Cintaku padamu ikhlas sepenuh hati.
listened to the sweet sound @ 2:23 AM
Wednesday, April 6, 2011 ♥
Im gonna miss my husbaand badly ): Husby going to Tekong for 3 weeks . Supposingly to be a month but they have arrange special request for husby. Atleast i have a week less ti suffer. Husby, please do take care of yourself when we're apart. Do eat and rest well and dont make me worry about you. I'll be waiting for you. Mesti sedihnye yah antar yah pergi. Hais! SEDIH~Well , thanks husby for applying leave from today till friday. I would love to spent more time with you before you went off. Yes, its 3 weeks je. But dear, im ur wifey plus carrying ur child. I need you badly during this time lagi tgh sarat mcm gini. Im sure gonna miss you for as long as you call me everyday it'll satisfy me. Im here waiting for you and try to be strong.
No plans till friday lah nmpk nye. I wanna spent more time with husby sayang. Gonna cook him something special. Husby nak makan ape sayang??.. Hehee. Husby sayang ive got nothing much to say for now. Hati i nga sebak.. Love you husby. Mwaaaaaaaaaah~
listened to the sweet sound @ 5:00 PM
Friday, April 1, 2011 ♥
The picture above was edited by me during those times baru2 kenal maseh belom amek gambar sesame lagi. Cute kann? hahaha. Malu2 kucing.. Malu tapi mahu nye time. Urgh~ Sweet memories that cant be forgotten. I remember the day when acin didnt have my number but he wanna ask me out. End up calling Bani to call me. That night thought that he was with Bani & Ana but i was mistaken. Acin reached under my void deck at 1120pm he waited for me till 1200am. Haha! Kesian.. I dont know that he reached already mah! Dulu kalau lambat, alahai manje nye ckp its okaaay sayang. Skrg lmbt, adoi! Kene marah.. The first kiss we had. Omg!! Still remember where and when. Those were the days. Hmmm. The first is always the best. But no last pleasee!
Okaaay yesterday! *big smile* Ibu treat me and husby dinner at Swensen's. I ate pasta and ice cream! Yummmy2.. Thanks ibu. I had a great2 day yesterday at northpoint with both Ibu and Husby. Thanks for the day ((: And also not forgetting, thanks ibu for the baby stuff for her first grandchild.. Thank you so muchhhh! Brape banyak thanks eh nak cakap. Cause to me by saying thanks is not enough. I dont know how to pay her good deeds. Hanya tuhan saje yang boleh balas jasa baik ibu. We will take care of you ibu, dont you worry (:
And ayaaah sayang please dont be sad. You're sad because of ure worried of ibu feel so lonely. I know who bare to see their mother be alone and no one taking care of her. But the more you're sad, the more i feel im so sucks cause im the one whom made you guys seperated. Thats what i feel. And i will feel like backing off. Dont worry ayah, im sure ayah mokhtar can take care of her now.. Smile always.. We still can meet her during our free days and especially on weekends. Dont think so much.
Its april everyone.. My daughter gonna due next month. Next monthhh ehh !! Tak sabar sehhh .. Puteri Alyza Binte Muhammad Yassin !
listened to the sweet sound @ 3:18 PM
Thursday, March 31, 2011 ♥
I guess my feelings were fooling around with me. I understand that love come naturally not forcing. Ive learnt alot of mistakes that ive went through for the past few years. What ive learnt most is to let go of something which is not belong to me. Ive learnt to control my anger. Im getting more patience. MORE OKAAY.. Its just that im not sure if people is taking advantage of me. Well ive came across this lady fb status which she said about guys slalu wants sex. This is what my opinion is. Yes lady, you're true enough. Semue lelaki gitu. And it depends on you ladies too. You're the one whom should make the decision whether this guy is just making u as a sex slave or his love (: People nowadays dah tak macam dulu. Even married guy pon boleh carik pompan lain. Senang2 cerai, senang2 tak. Thats their game. Pompan cantik badan maut je tengok2 then start to comment among kaum2 lelaki ni. STANDARD procedure orang kate.
Well, early in the morning im facing my cat shit already. Hais. You cats can you stop giving me problem and let me rest for just one day. Im just too tired. Urgh~ If im not in this state. I wouldnt be so lazy. With all the bongkok2 , tundok2. Stomache saket taaau. Ayah dah lah geli ngan taik. Taik anak you yah you geli, u siap ah yah (:
Well, watched dawn of the dead with ayah yesterday. Wanted to fall asleep actually but i really2 tahan my eyes. Hahahaa ! End up we slept at 4am. Tak kelakar eh 4am because im scared!
listened to the sweet sound @ 10:50 AM
Wednesday, March 30, 2011 ♥
Husby didnt went to work todaaay . We woke up super late . Its been a long time we didnt woke up late . What a great sleep .Aaaand im sorry husby i tertido yesterday while watching Shanghai Noon. Im sorry ! I was too tired . Yesterday night i was perspiring like hell ! Eventhough husby put the fan direct to me im still perspiring until my dad switched on the Air con . Tu part dah sejuk nak mampos . Hehe !
It will be the month of april the day after tomorrow . Oh my god . My due date is getting nearer . Im scareeed .
Gotta end my post here . Husby ! Oh husby ! I stole yr pictures agaaain . Hehhe ! I love you so muchh ! Nak cubit pipi u blehh ?? Kat gambar tu u dah lahhh cute !! Jangannn kembaaaang tau !! Hehehe .. Love youuu ayahh !
listened to the sweet sound @ 6:12 PM
Tuesday, March 29, 2011 ♥
Husby went to work alreaady . That meaaans ?? Im ALONE at home ! Everytime when husby went to work i will surely cant sleep . I dont know why .. Husby ! I MISS YOU !Okaaaaay , husby seriously very ghairah ngan blog die . Hehe ! Cute kan husby . Takpe husby biarkan blog u camtuh dulu . One fine day , i'll edit nicer one for you when we're free okaaay .
Emmmmm~Sedaaapnye bau makanan kat dapur tu. Wondering what my mum will be cooking todaaay . Yum2 ! Pagi2 dah lapar . Husby slalu kacaaau pagi2 je oraang bangun cari toilet ke ape ke ni tak carik makan . Abeh dah lapar nak buat ape seh . Naughty husby ! Hehe
Okaaay WEEKENDS ! Was great ! Splendid ! Fabulous ! Everything lah anything that got to do with HAPPY . Lol ~ Last thursdaay & Friday husby on MC . Cause he's sick ~ Cian husby . Yest husby leave . So i'll take it as a LONG WEEKENDS with husby . Love yaaaa ! Thanks for making me smile & happy . Thanks for everything .
Well , im starting to trust husby back bit by bit . But i wonder if i say that i'm starting to trust him back, will he take advantage ? Will he ?? Will he ????? Will he take me for grantedddd ?? Only god knows . Ya allah ya tuhanku , ku serah segalanya kepadamu, kuatkan semangat & imanku . & Selamatkan keluargaku terutama suami ku & ibu bapa ku dari ape2 dugaaan . Amin !
Yesterday night i cried when i husby while husby was sleeping . I dont know what im feeling . It happened to me few times . Maybe im just too scared that husby would leave me . I just love husby so much . Oh husby ~ Im too lost in youu . Im totally DEVOTED to youu . I love you husby !!
listened to the sweet sound @ 7:58 AM
